Lainey-- I know you probably won't get this until later. It's just hard to. To say? Maddy is awake. And it's just her awake -- nobody else. I think we've merged? Forever? I know something like that happened to you before you left and it's scary. It's really scary. She's not harming me, I don't think she'd ever harm me? us? It's just. I don't know what to do except write to you. I love you, big sister. We miss you both.

Adam, Nancy, and baby say hi. I'll send Daddy's love too, later. Mom, too. (i love saying mom, too.)

lainey there is something wrong did

don't come to boston it's not safe im not safe. woke up and the voices won't stop jean they won't stop im scared of us. what if they take our baby again i dont want ittohap pen again. i cant let it happen again to us jean i wont let it happen can't keep cloning me you over and over again dont come back to boston i love you tell him im sorry can't think